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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Sunday, September 30, 2007 @ 9:09 PM

oh my god, it's Sunday.
and tomorrow is Monday and October!
:(

how time surely flies.i remember how i last year around this time i was still having my internship.
guess have been thinking too much recently.
out of the blues in fact.
think so hard for?
i also don't know.
guess i just got to take a step at a time?
i don't know.

anyway, tomorrow is children's day.
tomorrow tuition.
from 3.30pm all the way to 9pm.
guess, i got home equals to no home.
i mean, i wake up, go out give tuition, then come home late at night, i was surprise that i myself think im treating my home as a hotel?
sometimes, i feel weird.
like when my dad went to work, i woke up, when i reach home, he's asleep.
maybe i should try to spend some time at home.

alright.
i was looking at past photos.
and i was thinking to cut my hair.
okay, fine, i know everytime i cut, i would not be satisfied with the final product.
but i wonder should i cut my fridge now.
like this
guess this is like year 3.1
now.
so should i cut my hair short?
or just let it grow longer.
but i have been letting my hair grow longer since end sec 3.
without even cutting way shorter than the shoulder length, or above shoulder.
should i or shouldn't i try now?
comment?
till then.
tomorrow will be a better day i hope.
:)


Friday, September 28, 2007 @ 11:22 PM

current msn nick-give me 3 reason to smile at you?

today is a
tired.
and yet a nice day.

Wednesday, went to Downtown sakura for dinner.
i forgotten to tell mom not to cook my dinner.
but anyway, went with carol, yihui and wanhui.
wanhui was late. but it's okay.
it's a nice day with them.
i really miss the time in poly.
they were the ones whom i do project with since year 2.2.
except a couple of projects.
we go out after school, to eat, to sing, to movie, to shopping.
and at that time it's lesser stress, lesser everything.
:(
especially when carol and yihui combine their forces.
it's ultimate confirm can make you laugh.
and
we sat there, eat and laugh.
we didn't eat much, but laugh too much.
was fun!

only thing is we didn't take pics.
nvm, when we meet up next time definitely will have pics.

alright,i shall go and do my tutorial for now.
mugging time.
yah, like real.
till then, night.


Thursday, September 27, 2007 @ 11:15 AM

it's Thursday morning now.
i am suppose to wake up early in the morning and continue my tutorial.
but eventually i slept from 4am to 10am
sounds like a maid sleeping time?
don't think so anyway.
:)

Last Saturday, after visiting the doctor, i cab down to cine kbox and met gan hong, ya fang and xuejing.
had lots of fun time singing.
funny thing is when we want to do down by the lift, a lot of people were stuck as if the lift is out of order.
after that we went for dinner, and home sweet home.
gan hong was to be confine by sispec training for 2 weeks?
xuejing going back hall in the far west soon.
ya fang continue to work.
me, continue to slack.
Rebeka was not there.
she was back to indo.
:(

well, life is full of choices.
and i wonder what is the next choice i will make?
sigh.


Tuesday, September 25, 2007 @ 1:30 PM

it's 中秋节
:)
love mooncakes.

i guess life is just full of decisions to make.
right now, i know what i want, but i just don't know why i can't seem to be attain it.
maybe it's not for me.

[in order not to disclose the company below, i type it as company, but i guess some of you should have been able to guess it, except those close friend who knew it ]

and writing a complaint email to a company doesn't seems to work huh?
what they want me to do.
if they want me to make it big, i can do it.
sending a reminder letter to me when i didn't pay up my bill for my july month which came last month.
but in the first place, it's your company fault at that point of purchasing didn't tell me what is expected.
and then.
i went down last last week to find and clarify and i already didn't want to pursue my past month bill where i have been paying extra to your company cause can i say i have been mislead?
i already didn't pursue and wanted to pay july bill together with august bill which is coming the next few days.
and your company send me a reminder letter as if your company is a finance company like that.
please. i didn't owe your company like 1000 plus, it's like 70 plus, and it's one month bill . not 3 months or 1 year.
and also, in your advertisement in the future, please state the condition of it. don't mislead people already.
better reply to my email, before i head down to your company[hope they do have complaint department eh]

piss off.


Sunday, September 23, 2007 @ 6:30 PM

i dislike people who contradict with what they say.
please wake up.
do what you have said.
don't say one thing, and act another thing.
it's really irritating.

having lessons on Wednesday and Thursday.
is nightmare.
every week, the lecturer just keep on talking and saying like there's no end of other world.
and i couldn't absorb whatever they are talking.
either
1)i am too stupid.
2)i am too tired
or
3)i can't be bothered with studies at the moment.
i guess point 1 and 2 is the correct one.
if it's number 3, i would have just withdraw from everything.
i told myself to work during the weekends.
to revise.
but whenever i thought of it, i just feel tired.
feeling so drained.
from giving tuition, to travel to school etc.
it's really seriously draining me.
and i realised i got no time even for my ownself.
boo-ness.
whatever. later 9pm i shall do up my tutorials.
clear out my doubts on all the topics i had for all my subjects.

till then.


Saturday, September 22, 2007 @ 12:49 AM

shag.
after having night lesson on thursday, i really feel like sleeping.
i was dreaming in lecture lah.
:(

just came home not too long ago from a family gathering at east coast.
was actually on the way home after giving tuition, but i alighted from the bus, and took a cab down.
:)

later is a fun day.

yawns.
and night to the world.


Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 11:08 AM

Last Friday was student week in school.
went back. and had fun.
watch soccer match, duet superstar, and hey gorgeous was fliming in school.
erm, alright.

pic i have.

while we were bored with what we did, this is the outcome.
and the rest is in my handphone. but, it's all my pics.
hahas.


Saturday was Zhenxi 21st at Coasta Sand Downtown.
went to meet the rest at Whitesand at 3.30.
went to NTUC.
and back to the chalet.
bbq and had fun lah. at least don't have to study the macroecons.
pics.




happy 21st. you can join me go casino le.
hahas.

anyway, Sunday, i went to starhub customer care centre at Tamp, total of 3 time.
first, to ask why they charge me extra sms-es.
second, to change something.
third, retrieve ez-link.
haha. like so fun right. but no le.
it waste my ez-link amount.

but alright. till then.
a week is about to end!


Wednesday, September 19, 2007 @ 9:30 AM

:D :D :D :D

super happy.
iPod is ok le.
yesterday hang, then cannot off and charge.
then today can le!
super happy lah.

don't need to go down to Yio Chu Kang and send for repair.
but since it's over warranty, if it's too ex.
i might as well get a new one?

but now, just continue to take care of my iPod.

:D


Tuesday, September 18, 2007 @ 11:45 PM

im upset.
:(
my iPod died on me.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
screams.


Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 12:59 PM

alright. i am here to blog after i try to re-collect what i have done the past one week.

Saw POP at BMTC school 2 on 11/09/07
i met liqiu at Pasir Ris Interchange at 7.20am.
we went to took the bus to drop us off at SAF ferry terminal?[eh, i really don't know, all i know is at Changi Beach there]
anyway, we boarded the ferry and then off we went to tekong.
alright, i might be mountain turtle lah.
but before we boarded, from far, to us, it really looks like chalet. at least, there should be better in the past when it was our daddy's time? haha
went to eat, before proceeding to the parade square?[ i don't know the place]
went to P coy area and we sat there. while waiting for the parade to form up.
and finally it start., and inspection, award, speech, and march past.
re-entry again, presentation of caps, and the 9 div/infantry roar display.

here's the pics. [didn't took much though]


just clicking around. P coy
while waiting for parade to form up.
form-up



Mr & Mrs Lee.

there's a huge contrast between the 2 of us. im fair, he's dark. HAHA

great, while they finish their infantry roar display, the throw their cap or something like that. my camera was to auto off. stupid lah.
but alas, i can't imagine what will happen to my lil brother when he enter NS.
but i hope he enter police force le. i also don't know why. HAHA.
and quite a number of friends is in Tekong since last week.
have a lil fun people.
went back to whitesand after that, and have lunch at Xin Wang Cafe.
teach tuition and went back to school for esprimere lesson.
home sweet home after that.

School time-table started full-force last week.
and alas, all the subject so far are alright. except Macro econs.
it's quite disheartening to hear people fail econs or any subjects and have to re-take it.
but UOL-LSE econs, how to pass huh?
i can hear people get 88, while at the same time i can hear people got 8.
still wondering to buy the 3 text book. argh.

and also
Facebook is so much fun.
i got so much fun time exploring around.

student week and Zhenxi birthday post tomorrow.
:)
till then people.


Sunday, September 16, 2007 @ 7:00 PM

缺氧-楊丞琳

春天慢慢一点点发芽
快乐开始都有了想像
城市光合作用的模样
幸福开始组装

夜里满园的茉莉花香
月光洒落看不见忧伤
旋转木马前那个广场
爱情开始滋长

想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的现象
胸口微微的发烫

想你有时会缺氧
脸红呼吸不正常
这是不是幸福的症状
不知不觉又缺氧

夜里满园的茉莉花香
月光洒落看不见忧伤
旋转木马前那个广场
爱情开始滋长

想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
不知不觉又缺氧

无法移动的梦想
就算没有人鼓掌 
我也不会受伤
不会稀释的信仰
心穿越砖墙 
在你的身旁

想你有时会缺氧
嘴角不自觉上扬
这是不是幸福的症状
胸口微微的发烫
不知不觉又缺氧

i delete the previous post.
and guess what.
stay tune for my long post tomorrow on livejournal as well as blogspot. [hopefully]
:)

i need to sleep more.
my sleeping time going haywire from since like 2-3 weeks ago.

p.s: i miss you


Saturday, September 08, 2007 @ 9:41 PM

im screaming.
screaming.

my sis knows how to do my accounting tutorial.
not me.

ok, i admit i am stupid.


Wednesday, September 05, 2007 @ 9:26 PM

second post.

i was trying my best to do my accounting tutorial.
but what is wrong with my brain.
from sec 3 i learnt accounting.
but i don't know how to do my tutorial.
i was struggling to keep myself content with the expanded equation.
hello, in the past we only learn A=L+OE
then now, they expanded the equation.
and

what the heck is wrong with my brain?
have it gone rusty? or what?
:(

i want to finish the tutorial!


@ 12:08 PM

while i am back to update.

i wanted to type a long entry, but thinking that i should type it next week.
and when time is appropriate.

all i know is i don't know how to do accounting.
crap what is wrong with me.

:(


Monday, September 03, 2007 @ 6:32 PM

Maths- A
Econs-B-

crap.
what is wrong with econs?

or maybe they use bell shape curve.
those who can get A is only a few.
whatever.

im contented already!

but still got stupid macroecons.



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